Hello, holiday food hangover. I did not miss you. Hello, date sweetened peach BBQ sauce. You are a lifesaver. Before I get into the recipe, I want to share some pretty personal stuff with you all because as a food blogger food can sometimes be my biggest enemy. I have to learn, just like anyone else, how to eat and cook to keep myself and my family healthy.
I kind of lost control this 4th of July and ate whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted it. It wasn't pretty. In fact, it was downright embarrassing at times. I'm slowly working my way back to feeling normal again, but it's taking some work. A few things I'm working on to reduce the amount of preservatives and added sugar going into my body:
- Making my own sandwich bread
- Making my own condiments (enchilada sauce, this Date-Sweetened Peach BBQ Sauce, and ricotta cheese)
- Eating ALL of the fruit
- Going on more walks
It's pretty amazing how these small changes make a huge difference in how my mind and body function. Beginning in college, I started to be more aware of what I was eating and why. Late in high school, I was eating because I was nervous, sad, happy, frustrated, tired, awake, bored, busy...you get the idea. I had no concept of portion control and found myself nearly 30 pounds overweight for my 5 foot 3 inch frame. Something clicked during my freshmen year of college and by simply paying attention to how much I ate and exercising more regularly, I lost 20 pounds by the time I returned for my sophomore year.
When Brad and I moved to Tokyo, my weight fluctuated a bit during the first year as I learned more about Japanese food (and stopped trying to find super familiar/unhealthy foods to comfort me in my fog of new-country confusion). Eventually, I settled into a healthier routine and learned a lot by simply observing how the Japanese ate. They enjoyed every morsel and, thanks to chopsticks, took smaller bites. Desserts, if there were any, were dramatically less sweet than what I was used to. Often times dessert was a few simple slices of apple or a cup of tea. Getting away from ending a meal with dessert helped me drop another 10 pounds during our time in Japan.
Fast forward to my second year back in the United States post-Japan: I was becoming desensitized to sugar. By that I mean that I went from being stunned at how sweet American desserts were to not noticing the difference at all. It scared me. I started putting on more weight, feeling more emotional ups and downs, stressed and constantly exhausted. I was in the middle of all this sugar-induced junk when Jacqueline Smith approached me about taking her course, Go Sugar Free.